Here she is in the garden picking flowers. It's a summer day. She is wearing a loose dress and is barefoot. She always smiles.Then, gradually the pict...res change. Little by little. Do they change them when I am not looking? Or were they always like this and I have only begun to see them clearly?The backgrounds are less general, more specific: things I have seen here. Places and rooms I have been to, here.Finally, I recognise the girl in the picture: it is me.Here I am serving tea to a man and a. I can't help it. Is that gross?" Amanda said.I actually laughed."No. That's far from gross." I said. I didn't say anything else. I just gently started pushing her to the floor."What are you doing?" Amanda said.I smiled."I"m going to be doing a lot. Be patient. Lay down on your back?" I said. She laid down gently. And I went at it like I'd never done this shit to another teenage girl in my life.As Amanda laid on her back, I started with her mouth, gently kissing her. Then her neck. And then I. I looked at her. “You don’t drink. You don’t smoke. But you like gambling and women. That’s why you always said ‘Fuck it’ back in high school. You had nothing to lose.”I said nothing. She looked at me with an interested look now. Her cell phone vibrated.“Yeah. And?” Was all I could muster to say.“That text was the others, by the way. Meet me at the craps table,” She said simply. She sashayed away. I watched her hips sway.“What the hell was that about?” I said to myself. Was I getting attracted. She said please don’t said to me to me to do this cos I feel erotic. I need sex but my husband never interested in it. So I make a plan to make her wish fulfilled. One day we decided to meet, I was alone in my house I take her to my house. I make tea and eat snacks. She wear Patiala suit. After some time I started praise her beauty, she feel shy. I came close to her and kiss her passionately she firstly pushed me but then I kept on kissing her I catch his hand after sometimes she also do it we.