I got halfwayto the store when I stopped and turned around. I couldn't do it. Justimagining the humiliation was enough to keep me from entering the st...re.I knew what was coming and I couldn't make myself do it. Self-preservation took over. I felt frustrated as I sat in the car. I wantedto play out my scenario but the reality of it was too much for me totake, forcing me to return to my traveling sanctuary. I started the car,about to give up.The stone spoke to me or maybe it was my own silly. It had been quite a few months; believe me quite a few months since I had last licked a pussy. I still fought with myself; I thought ‘I should not be doing this, I’ll get fired.’ I said to Ellie, “I’m really sorry Ellie I’d like very much to do what you have asked me to do. But I must refuse. I’m so sorry.” I hung my head, I knew that was so self-centred, she had titty fucked me, blown me off and swallowed my cum. She looked so fuckable, with those amazing green eyes and her wonderful tits.. But for the time being I'll be happy with what I have." "Do you want it to graduate to complete sex?" I asked. She looked at me intently and said quietly, "Yes. I want to feel his hard cock in me, thrusting in and out till we climax together. You have no idea how much I want to feel his cum spurting in me. I find it hard to believe that I'm telling you this. But you're probably the only woman, the only mother in a hundred miles that understands." Honey, I do understand. I understand. I have secretly been in love with you ever since I first met you. Can we please share your bed tonight and as often as we can?" "Cindy, I would be honored to be able to show you the love I have for you by doing just that." She hugged and kissed me with one of those kisses that sent bolts of lightning through my body making me grow weak all over.I walked to Kim's room where she was taking a nap. I kissed her awake and as she sat up I took her hand and led her to my bedroom. She had a puzzled.