I jerked to her photos (some photos were very sexy as it showed her navel, cleavage, and her yummy thighs). After jerking I thought I made a mistake b... texting her and thought to say sorry. I opened Instagram and to my luck, there was a message saying thanks and she complimented me saying “I didn’t see any such sexy salesman before.” Man, I was on cloud 9 and after half an hour I jerked twice.We exchanged our numbers and asked to meet. After 2-3 canceled meetings, we decided to meet at her. ..” Wendy and I both spoke at the same time but were cut off by lips sealed against ours—Lissa’s against mine and Melody’s against Wendy’s.“No one’s sending you away, Wendy,” Kate said as the only person with a mouth occupied only by her coffee cup.“Says the woman who has probably occupied that position all night long,” Melody laughed. It was good to hear her laugh, even though there was sadness in her eyes. I was so glad Lissa went to be with her last night.“Mmmhmm,” Kate said. Her coffee cup. I want this over with as soon as possible."Terry nodded, looked at me searchingly, and then asked, "Do you still love her, Paul?The question threw me and I sat silently for a moment. I really hadn't given that any thought recently."I truly don't know, Terry. I am so fucked up emotionally that I don't know how I feel. No, strike that. I know that I feel hurt, humiliated, betrayed - you know, all the things that a husband feels when he finds his wife has been unfaithful. But it's not only that,. I couldn’t get the picture from what I’ve read, and you pretty much handed her to Mikael. No, pushed her to Mikael is a better way to say it.”“Because I could never be what she truly needed,” I said. “And I knew it. It just took her some time to find love in a place she refused to look. It was there all along, but she missed it. There are a lot of parallels with Stephie in that way. But we’re way off topic, I think.”“Are we?” Jessica asked. “It seems to come down to an issue of your heart. If.