"Joe had me lay down on the stretcher, and strapped me in."When we hit the emergency room, keep quiet, keep still, and follow our lead."It was a short...ride with Tom behind the wheel. You could tell he lived for this kind of thing. In no time we were slowing down to enter the emergency room parking.They hustled me out of the ambulance and into emergency. A nurse came up and began litany of questions to determine just what the hell was going on.Joe brushed past her simply stating, "It's the army. Then, down your back in long swift strokes, she slashes you, the blade cutting from your waist, careful not to catch Crys's holding arms, down to your shoulders ... once, twice, three, four times down, parallel lines of perfect straightness cutting into your body ... blood flows out of the wounds, dripping from your shoulders, matting into your hair.you scream, as Crys squeezes you tightly your mouth remains wide open the wetness from her drips onto your tongue, hotter and faster as you scream. Avargalin soothu perithaaga pazhuthu irunthathu, kutam eera eera avargalin sothu en meethu pada aarambithathu. En sunni viraithathu, aunty innum nerunginaargal.Itharku mel ennal control seiya mudiyathu endra nilaiyil aunty soothil en sunniyai vaithu theika aarambithen. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ena oru tharunam, athai ippozhuthu ninaithal kuda moodu eerugirathu.Aunty sothil ulasamaaga sunniyai soothil vaithu theithu kondu irunthen, haaaaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa auntyai muzhuvathum nerungi. The second thing that began to happen-also an attempt to facilitate thisfantasy of performing oral sex as a girl-I began to raid my mother's bradrawer and cosmetics. Just the lipstick of course-something I could ruboff my face quickly should my mother return home suddenly. The bras-well they were workaday bras but I didn't especially care. I'd seen mymother put them on many times when I was younger and it looked sonatural- She'd bend forward slightly, capture her breasts in the cups,then.