“He said you’ll play one period tomorrow and two periods on Thursday.”“Cool,” I said.“Don’t mess this up, Jesse! It’s the difference b...tween being a good team and a bad team for my Senior year!”“You know it’s not up to me, right? Even if I play ‘lights out’, Jerry might still get to start.”“No chance! You play lights out and it’s yours! Just be the stone wall!” she exclaimed then leaned close, “Win the competition and I’ll give you your first blowjob!”I tried really hard not to laugh, but I. Don't get me wrong. She's a fineperson, and a great Mom. But I came to realize after a few years withher that it wasn't what I wanted, what I needed. I started tounderstand that all my sexual fantasies, and my romantic yearnings, werewith other men."I didn't know what to say."After our fifteenth anniversary, I cheated on her, with another man.It was my first gay sexual encounter. It had been building up andbuilding up for years, until it got the point where I had to try it, Ihad to find out. ? She knelt down and gave mea kiss, just a peck. ?Get up.??Thank you,Jessica.? I was glad she let me get up so quick, the tile was not verycomfortable to kneel on.?What do youhave for me to do???Nothing toohard.? Tonight, you will give me a fullbody massage. Then bath me. Unless that will be too frustrating for you.??I?d be gladto, Jessica.??Good. I wasgoing to let you out of that cage, after I tied you up, of course. But Angeladidn?t want want you getting off so soon. I?m sorry, but you must. I suppose a hand pump would do just as well. We would then have to make a sewer and a leaching pit because there would be a lot more dirty water produced. We can't have that get back into the wells." Why?" You don't have those memories?" I guess not." In my time people have died when bacteria from cattle shit got back into a well people used for drinking water. If you went over the death records you would find that this had happened the same way for hundreds of years. I remember a place called.