I hadlost my belief in myself as a man. I knew that I was still a strongperson, despite the rape, but I did not see myself as a strong man anymore.A f...rther problem was Mike and Liam. A small boy, who had suffered toomuch already, was going to get his hopes for a new mum dashed. I had noidea what to do about Mike. I had led him on and conned him into fallingfor me. I had also fallen for him even though I am really a heterosexualmale. What do I do about him when this whole wager is over?Let's. What did I ever do to deserve this? I didnt think you were a virgin. I heard a voice say. I turned around and saw him standing there. I looked at him defiant, and quietly sobbed. Are you hungry? he asked. I shook my head and looked away. He neared me and grabbed my chin. Look at me when I am talking to you! As I looked in his eyes he smiled Now answer. No. I said. No, what? No, I am not hungry. Nope. Its no, sir. Fuck you! I spit at him. He let go of my chin. Its the other way around, boy. I. Our hands were moving around and finally ended up on each others cock. His cock was not that long but it was nice and thick feeling good in my hand. By now several other guys were around with lots of hands every where including on my tits.I did not let go of this thick cock and wanted it in my ass. It was time to make a move so I leaned over and asked him if he would top me? he said yes and asked where i wanted to go. I asked him if wanted to do it in the TV room so we could be watched. . When I thought of becoming a “Gigolo” contact so many gigolo agencies who ask for money for registration and all of them I knew are fraud. So an idea struck to my mind and I decided to add myself as a independent “Gigolo” and post my add in Lacanto and I got first break through. That was the beginning and by now I have big clients base in Rourkrla, Odisha. Let me first tell you why women hire a “Gigolo”.This is my third real story. I am going to narrate another true real story. All are welcome.