.Dont you love it..”” Oh yes honey..It is so beautiful and so calm out here..And its even more special beause you are around…”You give a sooth...ng smile for a moment and again rest on my shoulders, holding me tighter with every passing by moment..As if you are saying that, ‘ I feel protected..I feel at peace when I am in your arms’. Accepting your gesture as a complement I wrap my arms around you and get lost in the thoughts..Almost asleep into the arms of each other as the moon is rising slowly. I can't just throw you out and give you nothing. There's times I feel like it, just throw your ass out, and say take that slut! Go whore yourself and make a living. I'm just not made like that Marsha."Here is what I propose:"For now I am getting a separation agreement. You can live here with our sons. They need a home and a mother, even though you feel you don't get the attention you want. I am getting an apartment near by so the boys can see me whenever they want, and we can still attend the. "Can I help?" Lily asked me as she climbed into my lap with her favoritedoll.I smiled at her. "I wish you could!" Play with me?" she asked with a smile."Hmm... I kind of have to get this done," I told her.She frowned. "Please?"I looked at the clock, Mom was going to call us down for dinner anyminute. I was just about to give in to her sweet eyes when Mom came in."Dinner's ready you two."I looked at Lily. "Maybe tomorrow night?" I suggested gently.She looked like she was going to go into her. ”She grins and is almost jumping up and down with glee. “I don’t have anything scheduled until tomorrow. If you have the time, maybe we can go to your place and start right now.””Sure. Yeah. I don’t have anything scheduled either.”So we start towards my apartment. “Peggy told me that she’s been with six different guys and that, while it’s always good, you’re the best. She said that since I was coming here to State anyway, I had to Look you up, that I’d love it.”In my bedroom we got naked. Nancy.