I learned later that I had been struggling for years to suppress these effeminate characteristics that had been passed on to me when Mum died. When I ...as still a child I remember having a dream where a spirit told me to choose what sex I would be, either a Girl or a boy. I saw a vision of a really pretty dress being offered to me. It was like a pink party frock with ruffles and lace. It seemed like a very attractive proposition in the dream but I thought about it and about the fact that God had. What I did on that tape was sickening, perverted, whorish, and it should never have happened, but it did and I can't take it back, and I'm very ashamed, and disgusted with myself but it was acting. You see, Mike and Eric tried to set everything up like a real business or something. And because ah ... god this is hard ... because protection would not be used all of us girls were required to get a complete exam and show a clean bill of health free of any STD's. Mike and Eric also showed us their. She parted her legs, giving him room 2 oil the inside of her thighs. He did this in a way that his pinky finger had 2 be rubbing the fabric over her slit, didnt move his hand farther down her legs.She raised her hips, an obvious invitation. Tom untied the knot of her bikni bottom, the tiny patch dropping away, exposing her pussy. Her bald as a baby pussy. Jesus! She had shaved herself!My wife undid the string of her top. Tom rolled her over. They mashed their mouths 2gether as my wife tossed. She now knew everything. I could see everything falling apart. Then she said she knew where and when Dave and I were meeting, what we were gonna be wearing, and doing, and she wanted to see it with her own eyes. It was easy to just tell the front desk she was my wife, and they gave her a key. Julie hadnt been sure how she was going to react, but she looked at me again, then at Dave, then at me, then said that if I got to suck Daves dick, then she wanted to also, and whats more, that she knew I.