So here I was trying to kill myself with pills. I drifted off to sleep but wound up waking up an hour later. Of all the reactions I was expecting from...taking the pills I took, waking up wasn’t one of them. Another reaction was the strong urge to vomit. After emptying some of my stomach into the toilet I went back into the bedroom. I had a huge choice to make but since I had woken up I kind of thought that maybe God wasn’t ready for me yet so I called 911. It seemed like I had no sooner hung up. I hovered over her tiny body, lowering myself on to her, my cock slipping in to the folds of her vagina. I pushed into her and she took a deep breath. I gazed into her eyes and asked, “Do you want it?” She nodded her head up and down. I pushed shoved my cock deep inside of her and her hymen broke. As it did, she let out a soft cry and a whimper, biting down on her lower lip. I had seen that look of hurt and then ecstasy, only once before. Karyn’s body tightened and shimmered. The blood ran. She had not been without a martini in hand the entire night. I had a few drinks as well but stopped after my third. I wanted to have a clear head when my time came. I watched her talk to some jerk off that looked like a young David Hasselhoff. She touched his arm gently and smiled and batted her long eyelashes at him. He pretended not to be interested but I knew if it weren't for that ring on his finger or perhaps this large group of people, he would have laid her out on the table right here. I can hardly wait.My nipples are hard, I gently pull at them, and then circle them lightly with my nails. I reach for my lube and the anal prober. It has a beaded shape with a very wide bead at the end, designed to keep up my tight ass. I normally like to play a while with my asshole before entering it, but I am anxious to orgasm, so I lube it up good and shove it into my hole. I suck in my breath as the prober burns my poor little hole, but it adjusts to the size of its intruder within.