I knew I should respect his privacy, but the temptation was too much. I just had a devilish desire to see what he liked to look at, holding my breath ...s I pulled it out from under the mattress. I expected it to be a magazine with pictures, but am a collection of stories, opened to one. I thought, this must be the one he reads when he masturbates. All boys do it, I’m sure he must. But now the morbidity was worse, one thing is to see pictures of naked girls, but now I was going to be given a. Ellie recoiled, “OH, NO. I love this. I guess if I have second thoughts it’s about the long-term. I mean I grew up with the standard load of drivel about how a young woman should end up: happy, married, two-point-one children, little home in the suburbs, dog, cat, gerbil, PTA membership, sex on Saturday night with husband, and so on.“Instead, I have a boyfriend that’s smart as a whip and two years younger, I have a friend-with-benefits on campus, and then a whole bunch of other people I love to. I’m going to sleep, not for a fucking swim in that nasty hotel pool.” Said James, one of Kevin’s two friends that had come on this mini vacation. The three buddies had gotten time off from their summer jobs and had decided to go on a trip before they all had to go back to college in September. After a very small amount of planning and 13 hours in a hot car together, they had come to a relatively cheap hotel that was close to Florida’s coast. Their time in Florida so far had consisted mostly of. He knew he should be embarrassed, should be trying to cover himself, should be trying to pull his pants up but he didn’t feel or do any of those things. Nor did Gwen make any attempt to stop fingering herself underneath her towel.“Long enough to know you were thinking of me.”Ben turned his whole body to face her, still not bothering to cover up. “After what you did to me its not like I had much of a choice. It’ll be years before I can get that out of my head.”Gwen’s face started to turn red..