Every single time I thought that moment had come she found a way to be busy and I lost the moment. You cant leave, I cried out walking into her room a...week later. I had, had enough trying to find the right moment. She was packing her bags, How can you? I…………. it was hard enough knowing it would be August, but Im not ready for you to leave yet. Its ok little brother, she said sweetly. She had never called me little brother before, Its better this way. But I think I…………. I think I love…….. I. I needed to draw the light. The sudden burst of imagery that I saw behind my eyes as we exploded together.On a large sheet of Bristol, I laid in a full-sheet background with the flat of a 4B soft-graphite block until the entire page was covered. Then I pulled out an artgum eraser and a tortillon and began erasing the parts where the highlights would burst out of the shadow. As I saw the shape emerge from the shadows, my heart began to race and adrenalin pumped into my veins.I prepared a canvas,. Don’t do that.’ With a little smirk on her face, she said, ‘You’re jealous’. ‘Yes’, Brain whispered smiling into her ear. As it goes on, Taylor and Brian lose each other in their embrace. In time with the music, she places her head on his shoulder. She could hear her heart beating over the loud music. She closed her eyes and just focused on him. How good it feels to be in his arms. How it feels so comforting and like home. She wanted the moment to last forever. She looked up to see him. I was wondering again how she found me. My name was on the masthead of the newspaper, but what made her come there at that time, so late in the evening?She put her left hand on my arm. For an eighteen-year-old virgin (well, I’d be nineteen in two weeks), that touch alone was heady stuff. Then she got right into her subject. What she said was pretty heady too.“This is a little hard to talk about. You see Paul, there’s been a lot of, call it repression of my femininity. There’s been so much.