I could see from the look in his eyes that he wasn’t going to take no for an answer. Lou reached down and held Ann’s face still. He grabbed her ja... and said,”Opens up bich. Yes got yours and now is my turn. Open you mouth an i’ll be easy on ya – buts if you bite, i’ll smack you side da head.”“No,” Ann pleaded. “Not now – let me at least clean the pussy juice off. Let me out of bed and i’ll suck you just as soon as I clean up.”Lou wasn’t going for it. He put his hand over her nose and held it. She was left all alone and vulnerable. Her body quickly decayed afterwards and with no-one around to help her, she was easily caught and killed by the mad dog. Now, it all seemed almost like a warning. If Paul abandoned her like her boyfriend Jeff had, she'd be too vulnerable. They'd be much stronger sticking together; watching each other's back. But judging by the way Paul's gaze was fixed out that window, Marcy got the sense that Paul had different ideas. Was he staring at the dusty trail. "I'm scared. This is going to be so toughthis week." I know it will. But you are to pretty, and so many people arepulling for you." You're sweet to say that, Mark."They walked in silence for a while; to a passing driver the pairwould look like any other high school lovebirds: a boy walking hisgirl friend to school."I know it's weird, Corey, but I feel you are only a girl, that youwere never a boy." Oh Mark, that's why I'm scared. I feel I am a girl, too." And we've known each other forever,". Very,’” I said.“She just nodded and then said, ‘Talk to Jesus like June did and you’ll find you’re even happier’, and then I was back in church and June and her husband were still holding my hands and smiling at me. He asked me whether I’d met anyone and I told them what had happened. He asked me whether I was going to do as I had been told and all I could do was just nod. He said ‘Just find somewhere quiet on your own or with June or me, close your eyes and then talk to Jesus and he will talk.