I slunk down beside my bed and stared at the wall for a good twenty minutes before I decided to go through with it. It wasn't like me at all. I stood ...p, looked down at my tits, bent my head around to look at my ample backside, and looked into the mirror.I didn't say anything.I took two painkillers and a birth control pill off my dresser, swallowed them and took a shower. My makeup was next and then I went to work picking my outfit. I knew I would have to show some skin for what I planned to. We were married for five years, and I've been a widow for three."My age guess had been pretty good, I thought, as a quirky wind blew a sheet of rain in across us."We never had any children. He, he, well, after the first month, he decided I was not going to get pregnant so he went back to his mistress and to other women in the city, older women. As far as I know he never fathered any children. At least there were no claims when he died. After that he only came to my bed, well, perhaps once a. Chat lu uska pura body. Aur fir karke bas shot pe shot lu. Control ma hone ki wajah se main uske wash room gaya. Waha pp ki bra padi thi to usko smell liya aur mooth mara waha aur maal nikal k fir wapas room me aa gaya. Aur fir bas apne room pe aa gaya. Ab main sochne laga ki pp mast virgin hai uska pati uskoaje se thokega.Pp k figure bahot mast tha, 32-26-30 tha. Uske hair curly the aur woh chasma lagavi thi. Hamesa mast dressing karti thi. Kabhi expose na karti: college k 4 years khayal hue. Our silent act made me as disturbed as I felt I need her or I want to know her more. We shared our numbers as she messages me if she cannot come or something like that. Once she came to office with swollen red face and told to all as she has tooth pain. But as I guess something wrong I inquired and told her that she can trust me as one in her family. She started to cry. She told that her husband is a regular drunkard and drinks until become unconscious. She doubts he have habit to being with.