And they care for you, regardless of your past. Why else would you have given them money, unless you had feelings for them?"Moose looked away, but I t...ink I saw his eyes water a bit. We talked about more of his crimes over the next couple of weeks, but it was more of the same thing: mob people getting off, pimps beating up hookers, and drug dealers selling to kids.While I was talking to Moose one morning I saw him moving his hands. He was telling me slowly in sign to stand up and block the. He just knew the guys had set him up for some humiliating experience with some stranger they had arranged to come to the cabin. Did they purposely arrange to have UPS deliver while they were gone? Was it someone else?Another loud knock sounded at the door. Steffie knew he had no choice but to answer it promptly, despite his desire to hesitate. He could see an unfamiliar car in the drive, but the door had no window or peephole so he could look to see who was there.His breath shuddering as he. Once the initiation was over it was as if a veil of secrecy had been lifted and I could see more clearly as men began to show their need for me sexually. Before, it was like having an uns**tchable itch, and it passed or I just pressed against something hard, now I walked on air in expectation, and wasted no time in making sure those men who looked at me, got their chance to pull my knickers down. I think they were shocked at my urgency and never letting them wear a condom, I loved to feel the. ‘Do you think it would be a good idea if I went over and talked to him?’ ‘Not today Jackie. He needs some time to relax and get his mind straight. Give him a couple of days.’ Jackie really wants to talk to Keith about all of this but admits to herself she is not in the best emotional state either to talk about this. ‘Thank you Andy. You’ve helped me understand more about Keith.’ ‘You’re welcome Jackie. I’ll let you two have your girl time now and talk bad about me behind my back.’ Both.