Why would it be any different for you?”“Because I started to imagine having sex with other guys from that night on, OK!” I stared at her eyes, g...ving her the most loving look I could muster. “And that’s completely normal.”“And I thought it was to get back at you for having sex with Snowy, but it wasn’t,” she continued in an almost crying voice. “So I began thinking I stopped loving you, and I hated myself for it, and then we started fighting a lot, and-““Wait, wait,” I interrupted her. “You. I think she's going to "hang out" with Andy later today." Andy was one of my good friends, and I trust Bailey with him. Red hair, 6'3" just a good guy. "So, do you feel like "hanging out"? I'm not the most attractive girl but I try." Ok. Wasn't expecting that. "Um, are you sure? I'm not trying to offend you but you just got out of a bad relationship." Breathe. You got this. "Yes. I want you to fuck me." Holy shit. Didn't expect that. "Okay, when do you want to?" In hindsight I don't know if. She sent me one of a dark-haired, dark eyed, olive skinned, slim, attractive young woman, but while I was in Barbados admitted it was not of herself."I'm not pretty," she wrote, "and there are a lot of pretty Filipinas. I wanted you to keep writing to me, but then I wanted to be honest with you. Would you come to Philippines? I would like to meet you, though I suppose you find it easy to find pretty girls that you would rather be with."23rd December.I left Bridgetown, Barbados, headed for Colon. I am 19 years old. Rather than describing about myself now, I will do that as much as we need in the context of the story at necessary parts.I have in a luxurious apartment in the city, but I am out of the city most of the times because of my studies and some work that I do in my free time. Across the hall, lives a girl with her parents, and our family-to-family relationship is good with them. About the girl, her name is Radhika and she is 18 years old, which means she is about to be on the.