"Derrick I can explain." She said. I held my hand up to stop her from talking. "No I don't need an explanation from you. What I need is your signature...on the dotted line." I said handing her a pen. "I will not sign this!" She said angrily. "Erica don't make this any harder then it already is." I stated taking a seat. "I'll take everything you own." She stated. I laughed in her face. She can't take anything from me. I'm a smart man. I have ways of getting any and everything I want. "Erica if we. She laughed and said, “Okay, it was so you would not have to continue to strain your eyes looking out of that attic window when I am naked outside!” I remember feeling like my blood turned to ice and then that ice almost as quickly melted because I felt like I could sink through the floor of her house! She smiled at me and then, my god I will never forget it, she reached behind herself and undid her swim suit halter top and I think I died right then and there. She took my hands and placed. Rasheed explained me for an hour that ours will be a totally different marriage. He wanted me to be a bold woman, ready to experience anything. He wanted his friend in our marriage, telling me Nasir too had allowed him to share the women of his house.”“I was in tears – cursing my luck, but by that time Nasir had slowly started stroking my shoulders to calm my nerves.”“You will be having two men to love you, take care of you rather than one. You don’t realize how lucky you are,” Nasir told me.. She didn’t know what she was looking for in life until she met Steve. Now she does.”“And that’s what?” Kara asked.“A place where she’s loved and accepted, and the freedom to be herself. This place; this is where she belongs. She knows that now. And you can count on her being our nanny for as long as we need her.”“What then?” I asked.“That will be up to her, but we’re never going to ask her to leave.”“No, we’re not,” I agreed.“You realize that might be the last time she sleeps with you, don’t.