Then we further spoke for a while and this time i had my hand round her shoulder and the other hand in her hand. I then slid my hand into her kurta an... now i could feel her strap of the bra. Her other hand held me tightly…she was saying no..plz, without trying to really stop me. But i was not to listen.My hand went into the strap of her bra and she moaned in pain…she looked at me with her eyes half closed. Then i removed my hands and placed them on her cheeks and the very fact that i was not. “Well, as ashamed as I am, I’d be lying if I said talking about it didn’t bring back some of those feelings,” I admitted.I wasn’t lying either. I could feel a growing dampness in my panties and was thankful to be wearing black leggings and not gray ones. “Is it the drugs?” she asked.“Yeah - ever since I started this treatment, the slightest mention or thought of sex spins me out. And it just compounds. The fact that we just talked so much about yesterday really affected me. And now that we are. “Thank out you are a true gentleman. You would probable open a door for me”she said. “Yes I would anytime anyplace” I added. Then Contessa gave me a warning. “My fantasy can be kind of rough.” “Mine might be kinky. I am game if you are” I said. So we left the food and went to the bedroom. As soon as we arrived she order me to get on all fours like a dog on top of the bed. I followed her instructions. Then she reached behind her and picked up a plastic wine glass and placed it under me. She. I couldn’t help but chuckle at his expression and then said, ‘Well, at least close the door, Matt.’He replied with a big smile on his face, ‘Do you want me inside or outside of it?’Behind me, I heard Jay laugh and say, ‘Come on Matt. It’s not the first time you’ve seen me dressed like this, or even completely naked for that matter. Although it has been awhile. Come on in.’I watched Jay as she slowly walked away from us towards the kitchen, her blond hair in contrast to the black baby doll.