Her cuffs were locked down with audible "snicks" that brought laughter and shouts of an obscene nature from the onlookers. The all pulled their chairs...a bit closer to see her facial expressions when they really got down to business on the lighted stage. The spotlight was pointed right at her glorious backside pointed straight up to the roof like some signal of the festivities to follow.She was pretty much alert now and aware of everything happening to her. It was just as she had pictured. She. ”I took Sasha in my arms and hugged her tight.“Sasha, I’ll tell you about it later, if Mick doesn’t mind,” Jos said lovingly.I shook my head. “I don’t mind. I can’t imagine you ladies keeping any secrets from each other ... about anything.”“We never do. It is our form of self-defense. We would have fallen victim to the bastards at work if we didn’t talk to each other.”Jos voice really changed tone when she spoke about work.“I am just amazed that it is that bad at work.” I rubbed Jos’ back out. "Here you go, have a seat in my chair. It's very comfortable, plus, I'm sure your feet are sore from so much walking?" "You've been so kind to me David," she remarks as she sits down and takes her shoes off, "I don't know how to repay you for your kindness." No worries at all, it is the least I can do. I'll be back, make yourself comfortable, I'll be right back, look around if you'd like or rest here it's up to you."David walks upstairs. While he does so Destinee figures she'll have a look. To make sure I remembered just what I had thrown away.It was a dangerous game I was playing with myself then. One that could end up with me dead and gone. I walked that line, the edges of it drawing me in and out many times a day. I thought deep down that if I lost John forever, I would rather be out of my misery than have to face myself each day.When John called me that night, having gotten back from his vacation, I was surprised. That night too, I'd been depressed. I thought that he was about.