Get a tan, smoke some dope if that’s what you want to do; just live a little!” And then the kicker: if ever there was a take-back moment, the one ...hing you did that you wish you could reverse, it was this one. “Does Gran have broadband?” he asked. Big. Mistake. He’d never seen that look in Mum’s eyes before. It wasn’t frustration; and not hate, exactly, but it was a close cousin. “No!” she yelled. “No electronics. No laptop. No X Box,” she turned on a heel to leave and then: “AND NO PHONE!”~~~. I moaned loudly to which I received bit of spanking from her , she pulled my hair asked me to shut up.I was totally enjoying the relaxtion as well as domination by this older woman , I decided to obey her“You know you should have such massage more often, since you have nice body “ She continuedI agreed .Now she was bold enough massaged my lower back upper back upto my arms by spreading her body over me . I could sense when she reached arms she was parallel to my body , just touching her boobs. Irenia and Elsie went after the Voguel I had killed in midair as it leapt out of the wagon. Janet went to check the body of the driver. I sat down on that dirt road as carefully as I could and held Lillian to me. Fear, worry and a sense of loss filled me at not being able to reach her and it threatened to consume me. I had not felt this loss and despair since I had lost my parents all those years ago.Lillian had become an incredibly special part of my life since my change, as had Janet, and now. "Thanks a million. And what's more, I'll tell David what a treasure he has in you. I think you and he are similar in another way; you both have the same sense of romanticism. You both believe that if the person you love doesn't love you enough to come back, that they're better off without you. I can understand why David didn't fight me in the divorce by talking to you about this now. I think you two are made for each other."The two women finished getting the snacks Ellen had originally come in.