‘Hey, honey,’ he said. ‘How are you feeling?’ ‘How would you feel if a person just crawled out of your ass?’ she said with a smile. ‘Wha... should we name him?’ He walked over and took the baby in his arms and looked at him. ‘Marcus. For my father. Marcus Daniel Jacobs.’ ‘Little Mark,’ Jill said. ************************** He opened his eyes again and saw that he had a few seconds to go before he hit. ‘What does one say at a moment like this?’ he asked himself. ************************** It took. It was a guy in his 40's who was married and traveled to the area frequently that caught my eye. He told me his company paid for a room in my town and he was there almost every other week on business. I knew I wanted an older dominant man and he fit the description. He was fit, white, hung, about 8" and thick! I was very attracted to his pics but was nervous to meet. We exchanged emails for several days before I was confident enough to go and meet him. When I came to his hotel room the door was. If I spend just ten seconds with each guest, that’s over three hours and fifteen minutes just saying thank you for coming. ‘Then there’s table duty. I have to do the grand tour. ‘Are you having a good time? Oh, yes, we’re leaving tomorrow for a fun-filled week in Camden. Yes, the salad was amazing. Thank you so much for your thoughtful gift. The dishes are perfect. We now have enough to have a small third-world country over for dinner. By, the way, who the hell are you?” I had gotten carried. ”“How old was he?”“I don’t know. 30 or 35 I guess. He didn’t know I was only 14, I was an early bloomer; I was 5’9” already. I really liked him, but he wasn’t allowed to ever see me again after he got out on appeal. It was a condition.”At 18, it seemed as though Christy had had more lovers than I’d had. It made no difference to me, though. I was infatuated with her.My son Phil, came home for the summer. I was surprised that I felt so little conflict towards him; he was my boy, my only heir. I.