My mind wanted to touch them, and please them, and use them. Soon my body was working on it own. “D…Da…Dave… I I… Need BBC cock badly. Look ...t them.” I bit my lip licking them after craving the cocks in front of me. “Nikki you can do what ever you want in this room.” Dave said and soon my body rush towards the men. I dropped to my Knees and placed the huge cock on my lips and sucked. “SLURP SLURP” I made noises while sucking on the cock. I poped the dick out and said “PLEASE ALL YOU SEXY BBCS.. All the other people start coming in about med afternoon, me and Billie supply all the drinks and of course the farm.Everyone starts party, eating and drinking, having a good time getting to know each other.We have big fire out in front of the barn, every one is at the fire.Me and Billie start messing around, Pete comes over and I start rubbing his big dick, Billie gets naked and Pete mounts her.That’s all it took, everyone got naked, my neighbour couple, she put leash and collar on him. And here we are, I thought to myself, sweeping the last of the dust, hair and other detritus into a dustpan. As I packed the cleaning equipment away in the closet, the apartment at least looked presentable. It was the best I could do at this point.After taking a quick shower and dressing in a simple pair of khaki pants and a blue sweater, I started on dinner. Nothing fancy, just pasta with my mom's homemade marinara sauce, and a Caesar salad I'd picked up from the corner deli.The rain outside. We had our shoes off and walked barefooted out onto the cool grass, and even though there was a full moon, the sky was brilliant with millions of stars. Neither of us spoke as we gazed into the universe, and I remembered a line from a poem of mine and recited, “Something in me glistens at the hugeness of our insignificance.”She smiled and nodded. “Yes, we are, aren’t we—huge in our insignificance.” She looked at me then back up at the stars and sighed deeply. We were quiet and I watched her.