We were all using breach loading shotguns, so we had no trouble with reloading. By the time each one of us had fired both barrels, the bandits were hi...htailing it for greener pastures. I don't know that they ever fired a shot at us, but I was still happy to pay out the $25 bonus to the two men when they delivered us to the railroad station.I checked the strongbox into the express car and watched as it was chained to an eye-bolt fastened to the floor of the car. Nobody was going to run off with. I even began to feel strange urges, like wanting to find some older man and tease him. I knew of sex but not about it. I mean I knew it existed and was supposed to be pleasurable. And I suppose I might even have known a little of the mechanics of it. (A rather unromantic description, I know, but the best way I can describe my grasp of the subject at the time.) But I had no experience beyond looking up a girls dress when I had the chance. Now I didn't have to though, did I? I knew what secrets. It’s amazing to us that so many white people want to suck and fuck black cock, and while we don’t fully understand those strong desires, we are sure willing to help you folks out with your fantasies.” Joan then replied, “I was angry at Ed at first for getting us into this situation by telling you so much about us. Yes, I was able to hear you talking when I was in the bathroom, but I had already had a lot to drink, and was still horny from being finger-fucked in the shower, and the more you. . Well, we had talked then too. We had needed to catch each other up on the time that we had been apart. Our discussions ran for hours.That had included a long talk on our past year which revealed that some of his dates had included full sex. I had been devastated. I had hidden myself in my room and cried my eyes out. I had been livid. I had never wanted to see him again. Realistically, though, there had only been three days to tell him what a dog he had been, and avoiding him would have meant.