I wanted him to explode all over me, inside me, on my face, in my throat.Kamal obliged too soon and I was gulping him down.“Shit man those are great...lips” He kissed my cum wet lips and played with his sperm inside my mouth.“What I want to do next is that gaand of yours” Kamal said “You like it?” he told again quite caring and once again made me feel warm. His finger opened my gaandhole with some oil and moved around making me writhe a bit.As he lay on the couch I straddled him and squatted. Jason came over and asked "Are you two okay?" "Yeah. Just a little weirded out." Pat replied. "Two MGD's please." I requested. Jason gave me a concerned look and said "Coming right up." He walked away to get our beers. "Are you going to open that letter?" Pat asked me. "Not without a little (or a lot) of fortification." I replied and lifted beer and took a long swig. For the next couple of hours I did my best to drown my worries in alcohol. Unfortunately the more I drank the worst my. A few days later I had my gardener over and we had a significant project moving some soil and large planters. We were sweaty and proud of the work, and I texted my neighbor to let him know we were done early and my gardener wanted to talk about tools with him. They were both in the service and had interests in engines so it was a perfect reason to help connect them. I took a quick shower to get the dirt off, and dressed in a flowing cotton skirt and tank top with just a bra and that was one. I just figured he was going to act properin public, but once he got me alone ...Don't rush me!After a lovely meal where I actually managed to relax enough to hold up myend of a conversation, he took me to a movie.Yeah, that one. The "date movie" of the year, I think they're calling it.So I'm sitting there in the dark, and he puts his arm on the chair behindme.I tried my best not to flinch.I could smell his aftershave, feel the heat of his body so close to mine ...I'm getting there, hold your.