More than once her hands have graced my thighs, I’m thinking deliberately, as she has leaned over my desk to point out something on my computer or o... a sheet. But I had not acted on it. I was married after all. I’ve jerked off thinking about her, of course. I suspect Kristine knew this, too. I was very much under her spell.After dinner, there were drinks in the lounge. I was talking to a couple of other colleagues when Kristine came and sat in a big leather chair just across from me. She sipped. Maybe whenyou are finished with all of this we can get back together, but I can'tgo out with you like this."Zoran said that he understood, and he did. That was it between Zoranand Amy. Some of the other girls made a point of approaching him tooffer friendship and support, but he and Amy barely spoke to one anotheragain.Anton was there, but Zoran ignored him. He was preparing to gloat butZoran gave him no opportunity. He never met his gaze. He knew thatthis was frustrating Anton. Still, he. Gary slowly started to move his hand away from my breast, sliding his hand down my flat, tight stomach. I grabbed his hand and held it, preventing him from reaching his target.I felt dizzy, confused, unsure of what to do; or what I should do. "Gary, are you sure about this?" Do you want me to stop?" Gary asked."No. I’ve never had any doubts about what I wanted; not since I was sixteen. I have wanted this for so long. I just want to make sure you are okay with this. I realize I have been the one. Theywere so sweet I gasped when I bit into them. There were stillthe shakes. I wasn't hungry so much, if at all, but I wanted tosee the men again. I could see people in pictures in themagazines, and I could read their words, and find out aboutthem, but I couldn't talk to them. The TV came on. Dalyperformed her strip, and then lay down on the bed, and invitedthe man to come to her. She opened her legs wide to accept himinto her, and he fucked her slowly while she cried like ananimal. It made me.