Finally we both took a shower together and getting redressed headed off to the mall, I dragged him in every single store there, I loved to go shopping...and he didn’t mind watching me try on clothes. I bought my latest purchases some shorts a couple shirts and a new pair of jeans. Than we got in line for the movie, we were going to see a movie I wasn’t to thrilled about seeing but I agreed to see it since it made him happy. I would do anything for him I love him with all my heart. During the. .. Kathie turned away from me and I touched her arm asking, "what's the matter?" "You obviously want to say something." "Well,..... uh!!!!!!....... I was going to say,.....Would you show me what to do." Kathie turned away again, then looked back. "You've always been so nice. I know you wouldn't hurt me." "My parents don't get home for three hours. We could do it now and you could teach me." I was shocked at what she asked. I froze not knowing how to respond. After all, she was only eighteen. Its okay Ron and I are going to help you. We love you and are going to help you release all that pent up guilt. Jenny was surprised to feel this woman holding her, comforting her. Did she really care about her? Was she really going to help her? Its okay baby Im really proud of you. You did very good accepting your punishment. Were not going to let you down, Rose said again softly while still hugging her close. Finally Rose sat up releasing her hold on Jenny. She then lifted up to Ron and. And for some, it’s far harder than that, for some like this man, we do it with one arm, we keep going even though we sometimes lose the comfort of our own hats, and have to stop, retrieve that comfort, that security and find a way to keep going. Maybe he would have appreciated the gesture, my stopping jumping out to help. But I also wondered, how many who sat behind me in their cars would have honked impatiently as I did so. How many others sat there as I did wondering at his determination, or.