I hid all my female stash in my side of the closet, under some boxes, where Arlene would never look. I would prance around the house in lipstick and h...els, fantasizing that I was some big man's woman! Oh the disgusting fantasies I had - never once believing they might come true someday! Then I got laid off at the plant, and suddenly I had all this free time. Arlene worked unusual hours, basically a swing shift. I began sneaking out after she left for work, and going to adult video stores. One. "Well, you'll go into training;" he explained, "Nancy will be your trainer. She'll work with you to build up your self-esteem, and help you get your life going again." NANCY???", Tonya responded, shocked, "Why would SHE help ME?"The Doctor pressed a button, the whirlpool shut off, and the water started draining. When the water had drained sufficiently to allow him to reach in, he unfastened Tonya's wrist restraints, then her forehead, waist, and finally ankle restraints, and she was free! He. He was watching the girls training at school-"Could you please stop John? We're trying to get better" One girl who got annoyed replied-"No way you can win against other schools! You suck hard girls" He added then still with a mocking tone-"Shut it! Do you think it's easy to be good at any sport? Let me see YOU trying" Anna said staring at him-"There's NO doubt I'd be better than any dumb girl! Girls are crybabies! But I'm bored to do so, keep trying losers!" He replied and started walking. Russell and I talked quietly, making plans to scope out the girls from Speedwell at the post-game dance. We were a little anxious about meeting them for the first time, not knowing what to expect. He wanted to know what I was talking about in the shower the day before. Up until then I hadn't told anyone about Ellen, and I had resolved to keep it to myself. But I had relived the day in my mind and was dying to tell someone else about my conquest.I don't think Russell believed a word of what I.