I no longer cared about Aaron. What happened to him no longer mattered to me. All that I desired was to talk to Carol and convince her to come home. A...ter supper, I did the dishes and went to bed. As I lay my head on the pillow, fond memories came flooding to my mind. Ten years ago, Carol and I met, instantly fell in love, got married and started a family. There was monotony in our lives, but we were happy about being together. This was before our successful marriage entered into its dark phase. Hell of a way to start a California summer. This weekend had a better forecast of mostly sunny and warm, and I intended to make the most of it. ‘A bunch of people are going to get together tomorrow,’ Manny said. ‘It’s kind of a big pre-summer, pre-tourist-season party. We’ll be in this place called King’s Bay. It’s perfect—gorgeous but never gets crowded.’ ‘Don’t let that get around.’ I took two beers out of the fridge and handed one to Manny. ‘If you’ve got a place like that, keep it to. Then they stripped me naked and the first thing they did was take the piss out of my 4" Cock then Shane stood in front of me the put me on my knees he said "open wide bitch" I said "no way" and kept my mouth shut he said "fine have it your way then" he went over to his clothes and pulled out a pistol and said "no once again open up bitch or I will shoot your dick off" so I did as he said then he stepped back and said now and the boss said "untie him, no listen here you try anything funny and. I look like a slut in utter sexual ecstasy. When I’m though looking, I’m often wet. What is wrong with me? September 18, 2007 We’ve been married three months now but we still haven’t made love. It was my nineteenth birthday yesterday, so I thought for sure we would do it last night, but we didn’t. Donny needs to pray over it more. He says we can’t do it out of lust. It has to be to procreate, like the bible says. I am so, so frustrated! I want to feel like a woman. He wants to go to Divinity.