Gone was the proud moment of graduating high school as valedictorian. The two had been decidedly in the middle of the pack academically and nothing ch...nged when they'd gotten to college. Their dates on the night they had met had dumped them fairly soon afterward when it became clear that beneath their attractive exteriors was somewhat lacking in substance. Still, Tracy had somehow managed to make it through the nursing program and thanked her lucky stars when Dr. Dean "I'll Take Care of You". The shock that I felt was the first sign that I had hit bottom. I spent the rest of that night and the following day in the bathroom, worshiping the porcelain god and asking myself over and over why I was doing this to myself. As I sobered up and thought about it, the first feelings were of shame and disgust. What had I become? Who was I punishing? And what about my boys? Thank God they were with their father for the weekend. Finally, my stomach calmed enough to allow me to get up and clean. Then I gave her perfume bottle. She gazed her like it’s the last thing she want in her life. Then she tried to grab the same from my hand but I liked to taunt her and we were touching each other and kind of fighting for it over her bed. Then I told her to apply some perfume. She applied some then by way of smelling I went closer to her. I said it’s nice and then I was so close to her neck that I started rubbing my lips to her neck. She pushed me and then we both started staring each other and. Me: mene kya kiya?She: your hand, please remove it, muje kuch ajeeb lag raha hai.Me: but aapko thand lag rahe hai so mene socha aapko acha lagega.Fir usne kuch nahi bola and mera haath uske body ko touch kar raha tha. Dhire dhire main uske body ko touch kar raha tha haath se. Wo pure tarah se garam ho rahe the.Muje koi jalde nahi karna tha kyuke muje pata tha ye pat chuke hai and ab chude bigar nahi rah sakte.Mene apna haath aur upar thoda kiya and uske pet ko masal ne laga, wo pagalo ke tarah.