My heart told me that John was a good man, and it was reaffirmed when, after Mom had excused herself from the table to go freshen up, John looked at m... and said, ‘Now Bryan, I’ve already asked your Mom to marry me, but before she says yes, I need to ask for your permission first.’ ‘Aw hell, John,’ I laughed, ‘Mom’s a big girl. If she wants to marry you, then you don’t need my permission. All I want is for her to be happy. As long as she is, then so am I, and that’s all that matters.’ ‘Thanks. "Of courseit's more dangerous than in the Marines, but then you don't get anyguard duty at any embassies or other square bashing ceremonials either."Then Morrison added what Derek wanted to hear, "You do have extratraining, in all manner of boats, diving, airborne assault and handlingall kinds of special weapons, including mines and explosives."That made his mind up. "When I'm able, I'd like to join the SBS sir." You sure you want to, Carruthers?"'Stupid question,' Derek thought as he said,. I let out a screech as he pushed in hard. He started fucking me and the guys went wild yelling and getting down in my face telling me how hot I was and what a slut to let a guy fuck me out in the drive way in front of his friends. This went on for a while until one of them asked if Phillip was going to share. I heard him say yes but we should take it inside. He pulled out of me to which I groaned a little. He just said. "don't worry, your going to get good and fucked before you leave. .. it's like Matt and I are in two different marriages. I want us to be in the same one." I understand Cecelia. Yes Matt can say the words you want to hear but you have to realize that for Matt what happened was much more than just an accident. He's experiencing it as an accident that, in many ways resulted in a death in the family, your death so to speak." You said that before and I really don't agree. I mean neither of us were virgins, we'd both had other lovers, even long term lovers...".