A semi-regular relationship with sexual benefits would be perfect. There was one problem I have ED issues resulting from taking BP meds for an extende... period of time. I offered to provide her oral services, plus fingering and the use of a dildo. I was honest and upfront in my response and was not really expecting a response, and a response was slow coming, but to my surprise, one morning an e-mail from her appeared in my inbox. She stated that she had been married twice before, and a virgin. Terry returned and handed me a fresh cold beer. This was better than porn because it was happening right in front of my eyes. It is hard to describe the vastly different sounds that the two vastly different ladies were causing each other to make. Jeanne still had the low moan from before, but Riley seemed to shout out muffled pulses of sexual thrill. Terry told me to join him on the couch and when we were both sat down, he interrupted the ladies and said that Jim (me) was ready for some fun now. I opened my mouth to refute her and found myself mute. I let my thoughts wander, examining our relationship since I’d first laid eyes on her in silence. I had wanted to possess her. I had also fallen in love with her. Were the two mutually exclusive? Perhaps I had fooled even myself. Perhaps she was right. “No.” I breathed, shaking the thought from my head. If I did this, she would hate me forever. I had been prepared for that. For her own good, I’d told myself. Now, faced with the reality of. " What's the matter, Ellison, doesn't anyone like to use her name any more?" No we don't," he said bluntly, "why should we, she's dead and you're here. And as long as you and my son share a relationship you're name will be remembered, when that relationship ceases for whatever reason your name will be forgotten, that's just the way things are." So, do you speak for Rowan too?" Of course I don't, his feelings for the women in his life might be different than the rest of us but he is still my.