Delhi pouchechi mote 7 hr holo eri modhye 3 bar chudche ami bhalo korei bujhechi je ei 21 din amar guder ki korbe dada. Dada hathat jiges korlo han re...tor period kobe ekhane thakte abar hobe na to? Tale to mushkil 5 din toke pabo kintu kichu kora jabe na. ami heshe bollam na na Kolkata theke asar 2 din agey hoeche, mane kolkatay fire giye abar hobe, Jodi na tui tar modhye amay pregnant baniye dis. Dada bollo se ki kotha ami keno pregnant banabo. Tale to barite sob janajani hoe jabe. Tui to pill. Close my eyes. Kiss you. *** ‘What?’ you ask. I’ve been staring again haven’t I. Damn my brain! I blame you, you’re teasing me now with your words, putting ideas in my mind. Must be good. Must not touch. Argh! Walking back to the car we nudge, playfully trying to push each other into lamp-posts, bollards. OK it’s an excuse, on my part at least, I just want to touch you. This may kill me by the end of the day, why do I say such silly things? In the car I drive, you rest your hand on my leg,. I think I’d like to explore that.”“Then you’d better talk to Dulcie. There’s no problem with funding; you’ll probably be in line for some bursaries whatever track you choose.” So that was something else to think about.Conjugal relations? After her initial nerves, lots and lots. She might plunk herself in my lap after several hours in the books and kiss me. Or I might stroke an errant strand of hair away from her face. Whatever the trigger, the end result is sensual rapture for both of us. After. I'm okay though. Must have burned up all those alcoholic calories while exercising my pecker last night." Did it start by doing push ups in the hot tub?" No, but things did get a bit out of hand." I saw where your hand was. Down Jan's top." You're right. I drank too much and one thing led to another. I apologized to Jan and Stan before I came up to bed. I was afraid I had destroyed our relationship by my stupid actions." Was Stan mad?" Nope. He told me not to worry. He even apologized for not.