Jim opened the door and with a big smile and that car salesman’s charm welcomed her to the ‘party.’ Everyone was there and said hello again. Ed ...as already sitting in the lone chair so when Jim offered her a beer, she took it and sat on the edge of the bed. Jennifer had already told everyone to call her Jenny. They chatted about how the team was doing and what their chances were in this big game, etc. And then somewhere along the line and no one knows how and when for sure, they started telling. I dont know how much time i did that but suddenly she went out. I was so happy but so confused too, i thought: "maybe she forgot something" didnt care much; she started to walk again and of course i followed her again (im not a stalker but she was so amazing) and i didnt know how to start a conversation with her. While she was walking, her phone started to sound, she answered and started to talk but i didnt hear her conversation because i was a little far, i didnt want her to discover me, she. Now find your ball. Get theball." He disappeared into the bushes.Not one of those callers had wished me a happy holiday. They know thatthis holiday isn't meant for people like me. Not a one did. Not all day;not even at the church.But Giving is half of the damn, bloody name. Giving! And what if no onewants what you have to give? What then? What then? Then what?Paranoia is always so easy, so defensible. For me. So easy. But it isn'tparanoia when it is true. Maybe they had enough people to clean. The same electric pulses from before flowed into hiscrotch as his left leg joined the feminine wiles of the other in amatter of seconds. Like with the other leg, he gave it a test kick,impressed by its lightness. Yet something seemed lacking. It didn'tseem 'sexy' enough.'Sexy?' he thought, wiggling his cute toes. It was a word he neverreally thought about to describe himself. He always thought of himselfas a doughy computer expert who happened to have an embarrassing hobby.However, just looking.