He felt as if they were engulfing him. And in his moment of panic, his only impulse at the time was to get out of that apartment as quickly as possibl.... The drive home was only 20 minutes, but it felt like 2 hours. Those memories and emotions were hitting his mind like pounding surf on a crumbling sea wall. For the first time, he realized that he hadn’t really mourned Rachelle since she died. He hadn’t been able to let her go in his mind and heart. He pulled off the side of the road and openly. " She yelled as I now had her completely immobilized by sitting on her waist and holding her hands over her head."Good, now that you have capitulated to the stronger sex I'll let you watch your movie."Mom poured the last of the bottle of wine equally into both our glasses and we sat together on the couch watching her romantic movie. There were a number of semi-nude scenes in the movie and after a particularly racy scene, one with an older woman and a younger man I realized that I had a hard on.. A few minutes later they still had not come down so I decided to see if everything was alright. When I got to the door of the bedroom I saw it was slightly ajar. I was able to just see the bed through the gap but my eyes were not looking at the bed. My eyes were looking at Lily on top of my wife as they laid on the bed with their lips locked. No reason for me to interrupt a good time so I stood in the doorway and watched unnoticed. Lily’s back was to me and I saw her sit up on her knees between. . The absolute quiet of the bridge officers made the normal background sounds of the electronics seem overly loud as the pause dragged out. Then, at last, “Very well, then. Carry on,” the Captain snarled before whirling around and marching out.The Second Officer stepped over to a nearby console for a moment, and a small section of the big screen showed the Captain walking rapidly toward his quarters.The First Officer could have sworn he heard several of the bridge crew give the races’.