I'm notsure if I've heard my old name since.When I completed my paperwork, I wrote it out and stared at it.April Rose Lee.That was me.That is who I wo...ld become.+++++We all went through every aspect of training together. We had hair-removal class together. Makeup salon. Voice feminization. Physicalbehavior--as in walking, gesturing, sitting. We had fashion shows wherewe tried out new outfits and styles to find the kind of girl we wanted tobe.The only private place I had was with my therapist.. Naan avalin kadaiku sendren tham adithu konde neengal neetru iravu endru sendreergal endru ketten?Aval ennai oru veru vithamaana paarvaiyil paarthaal, naan ithai keetkum pozhuthu arugil yaarum illai. Aval naan en sontha kaarar veetirku sendren endru sonnal, naan ungalai vandiyil eetri sendravar yaar endru keten?Aval kadaiku vanthu irunthaar athanaal naan ennai en sontha kaarar veetil iraki vitu vidungal endru solli avarudan sendren endraal.Naan soli irunthaal naan ungalai thalitu sendru irupene. .. even at her lips ... with sexual thoughts on my mind.And I could see that Renee was aware of my sudden interest. I saw the way her eyes studied my reactions and I saw that secret smile of satisfaction that you see on a girl when she knows she is being appreciated.My daughter and I had been down this road before but had never acknowledged this potential problem to one another. I know that Renee saw me look at her at times in the past in other that a fatherly way. And on those times that I was. .not sure if it was because of the oil or my lust.....or both! Alone in my though, stoned and perpetually horny, I slipped on my shorts, t shirt and flip flops and went for a walk to try to calm myself. I don't know how long I was walking, or where I was going. By Cock was loose in my shorts and rubbing my thigh....I Love that feeling.....as I wandered through the late evening streets. I thought of myself as a Cockpire, a vampire that feeds on Cock, a worshipper of the night! Deep in my.