There was no emotional break-up, just a mutual drifting apart. We remembered each other's birthday, exchanged cards then and at Christmas, became frie...ds who were no longer lovers.Anyway, as we matured we had to acknowledge wider sexual horizons, while at the same time learning to differentiate between men. The sheep from the goats, you might say. And there were plenty of goats. Charles wasn't one of them. He was charming, intelligent, courteous and he made me laugh, which was the deciding. She does not expose her body to me that much but I often see her big and dark areolas and her hard nipples at night, through her see-through nightie and get an instant boner. I had started fantasizing about her since the age of 18 and since then I have been masturbating to her nude videos and pics which I secretly took by placing a spycam which my friend gifted me for my 19th birthday on a shelf which is found in the bathroom.My dad is very strict and I was always afraid to make a move towards. "Don't worry," my host said, "This will be confidential. Only our members and you get a copy and it almost never gets out on the internet." Almost never," I repeated."Yeah, we have had a couple of sessions that were so fucking hot that we couldn't, in good conscience, keep it from the world. You know what I mean man?" What was I going to say to that? I had looked at enough voyeur porn online to more than bring this upon myself. I just nodded and continued to stare at all the hard cocks around. In the left hand were the dues in a red envelope. In the right hand was the tribute envelope in a green envelope. . The women filed past Ronnie and I. They placed the dues envelope in front of Ronnie and then gave her a soulful kiss. They then placed the green envelope in front of me. Each woman gave me a hug and or a kiss. Some were so daring that they even got a couple of strokes of the Kitty Kat. I was gone by the time Katrina came around as the next to the last woman. Big Sis did not let me.