I remember walking to the library to do my hw. God it was so hot that day! When I got to the library I called my over protective mom to let her know t...at I'd be late coming home. After she had hung up, I quickly went to the back of the library and called the gay hot line I had seen advertised on late night television. I had never let on that I was 14, that is, until I started a private chat with Businessman Ken. He said he didn't mind and that it was a real turn on to him. He had this deep,. We have lost both teams and are trying to find enough oxen to allow the other wagon belonging to his brother Jacob to continue on to Oregon. We have four oxen available for this but do not know if he will be able to pull his wagon with everything he currently has. If not, he will be forced to leave some of his items here.The funeral was well attended by everyone on the train and we listened to a sermon by the wagon captain as we have no clergy with us. The eulogy brought many of the women and. "I left him there and went back to work. I really couldn't think and felt down in the dumps. Jean was doing most of the work and she asked what was going on but I didn't tell her the truth. After work I stopped at a bar I knew some of the old high school guys hung at. The talk was the reunion and how Ralph was coming to town and how he used to get any girl he wanted. The usual gossip I guess. One of them had seen him lately and commented on how good he looked and that he would probably have his. I looked around and it seemed as though nobody really cared who I was or where I was from. I soon realized that everyone was there to just have a good time and be themselves. There were people at the bar, dancing, playing pool doing just about everything straight people would do while in a bar. The only exception was that there were men with men and girls with girls doing these activities. I found a place to sit and just took in the atmoshpere. I started to relax and really began enjoying.