”Amber uses my arm for support. It’s important to stay limber, and I give her time to stretch the muscles in both legs. My cousin rewards me with ... sweet kiss on the lips. But without tongue, and a mere shadow of the kiss that we shared in the pool. A kiss that is impossible to forget.“Why don’t we run together for awhile, Josh? I’ll follow your lead, and it should be fun. Or are you worried that someone will see us together?”My reputation as a loner is well known. Amber turns in my direction,. Helen was the ultimate professional, very organised and business like in her approach and always was immaculately dressed, favouring smart skirt suits and very rarely wore trousers. Helen always wore sheer tights, at least I assume they were tights, when wearing a skirt or dress in the office. I, like probably all the other guys in the office, admired her from a distance. I was trying hard to pay attention in the meeting, the usual comments around how the planned work will hit each departments. Now the result of that meeting was in no way thear fault. I was for allintents and purposes thinking "girl" and was allways quite a bit dramaticand they thought that I was "acting" just to get attention. I feltheartbroken that they didn't see that I was actually telling them, ortrying to tell them my plight of being transgender. I blame myself now as Ididn't tell them that up front.The only thing that I told them was that I needed help. Without knowingwhat to do now and not caring I went to the. It was decided that I would get a three bedroom apartment. We could get things ready and they’d move in after the wedding, several months away. The kids would be excited at getting a new father, but not as excited as the two of us. ********** It took a month to get the apartment and, over the weekend, we moved the large furniture in. During the following week, while I was at work, she carted the smaller boxes and began arranging things. The kid’s rooms would be empty till after the ceremony,.