" Becca!" Maisie blushed scarlet.Becca screamed with laughter and hugged her. "We'd love you to come. I wonder whether Tom and Nell want to too."Nell ...as enthusiastic but said that Tom had imposed a strict regime on himself of not going out on working day evenings. "He really is working very hard," she said proudly."Come on your own then." No thanks, Becca. I ... I sit with him while he's working." On his knee?" No! I'm doing a postal accountancy course so I work at that." Good for you,. .I drank too much and we left to go to his house.. I was really messed up and i did'nt think i could do anything without the drinks let alone what happened.. We started to make out and i went down on him.. I sucked him for along time and he came in my mouth.. She told me that she swallowed his load and i was shocked.. She then told me she mentioned the threesome and he was like not sure but would consider it. she went on to say that they talked and drank more and they started kissing and he. I asked about my clothes but she just smiled a mysterious smile. "I want to try something, will you trust me?" Of course I would and said so. "I want you to learn to relax, to be more accepting, to give up your need to control others. I mean I want you to develop your feminine side now that you have learned that being a man isn't what you thought it was. If you are going to start, I want you to dress the part."I was confused, what was going on? Dress the part? Did she mean... Yes, that's. She could look down on the city–and see there the naked ambition, all the fear and anxiety, the rush and the mayhem. One car, after another, one office, after another. In this park, here in her ‘happy place,’ she felt none of it. Down in the city, she knew, was her real life and her future, and the place where she felt most alive, where she felt vital. But up here on Meredian Hill she felt herself an old soul, secure, with a place in the universe all her own, completely comfortable in her skin..