It is what you wanted to happen. The problem is me. I cannot live wondering if the woman I love will come home to me each night or if she traded up, f...nding something better for the evening. Or better to share her life with.’ The pain in his eyes was deep and crippling. I asked, ‘Do you want me to move out?’ ‘No, I want you here. I cannot imagine a day without you or not having your warm body next to me in our bed. But, I want you to not let me love you and not let me believe you will come home. We're supposed to be committed to each other. I say something stupid and you walk off. Maybe I need to test you." Oh my! That's awful. I failed you. I didn't even know it! I need to tell Mama so she can correct me if I mess up again." See, we can do this. Now I need to tell you something, but only briefly. Please don't try to find out more from someone else." OK, my love." I'm hurting real bad about something--nothing about you. Yeah that hurt too. But Mom says this will take a long time to get. I was friendly with her and used to crack jokes on her which used to make her smile. Un-intentionallyI used to care about her and some time used to present her small gifts which she always appreciated did not accept. I started bringing toys for her young girl and used to take her in the adjacent park during my breaks. Lisa used to enjoy all these things, she was very fond of that park. I was taking good care of little Lisa. I used to help her in closing the store as at that time her husband had. " Then let them do their damnest! You will prove them wrong!"[-][+][-]We headed into the mall where a strange man in a tuxedo was standing bya bike."Welcome, dear Ladies. Would you be interested in riding the TransBike?" Transbike?" Momma asked."Forgive me, dear Lady. But it seems that you two have not read the signabout the TransBike," he offered as he pointed to the bike in question."Sir, I see no sign," I declared."Oh my! Seems that some scoundrel has skedaddled away with it," hesighed. "Oh.