Tables had been moved to the sides of the room so there could be dancing, true, but otherwise it was nothing special. They'd all seen it before.Not so...for Amanda. This was her moment. This was what she'd been dreaming of for years, what had been in her head when she had dragged brother Jimmy onto the kitchen table to dance for Mom, what was before her when she played her keyboard epics for her stuffed animals. What had been the reason she had pleaded with her brother to get others to get. ..I was so proud. All I could do was lay there and smile, feeling like a living puddle of splooge...content to slip back into u*********sness...too weak to even crawl out the door.Luckily, they foresaw this eventuality and sent two of the rubber clad, masked guards who carried me to the showers and scrubbed me clean with all the warmth and compassion as you'd wash a dog that had just finished rolling around in its own mess. But it was more than I felt I deserved, and I was infinitely grateful,. She sent visions of how She wanted things to be to Talia, who attempted to interpret them. These visions were imprecise which frustrated Talia when she tried to pin them down. She found that by working with Morgan's father she was able to formulate definitive guidelines. Between the two of them they created what amounted to a Talmud or Koran - general rules for daily living, only these made allowances for differences in opinion and local conditions. Since Talia had been Touched by the Goddess. That was my dream, having him finish in my eager mouth and swallowing his list filled load. With very little experience, and very little idea of where to start, where to met anyone, I began driving around Adult Bookstores. Although too nervous to actually go in, it was a start, and I would masturbate to the thoughts of all the cocks in all the glory holes, getting sucked off. Although I wasn’t looking for a relationship, at least right now, I didn’t that was the right place for me. That’s when.