It was out of this world. The next game she won and asked me to take out my hoodie. I was not good looking, I was fat at the time, sloppy looks, but I...was fun. Then she won once more, and asked me to be frank with her and tell her what I really want. I told her’ I like you, alot, I think you’re a really special girl, but I can’t do more because I have a girlfriend.’ She told me that she understands, and we keep on playing. I won and asked her to close her eyes. When she did that I did not know. Unprepared." Jenny replies. "It's okay, you weren't referred until I just did now, so you didn't have time to think about this, I understand." Amy says."So, you say you referred me? Did you...?" Jenny asks. "Oh yes absolutely. I had a lovely baby girl a year ago after trying for so long. It worked first time, I was so incredibly happy!" Amy beams back at Jenny."Oh! That must have been so strange? I just don't know if I could ..." Jenny says concerningly. "Oh it was, but the results are. I don’t want us to be together again but I know I want this. I take your hand and put it on my chest. I show you my heart thrashing out its erratic tempo through the fabric. You drop your fingertips until they fondle my nipple through the worn fabric. While we're still kissing your inquisitive digits travel on still further and support the weight of my breast, on and on your hot fingers go, tracing the outline of underwire in my cheap lace bra, giving me goosebumps. I can feel my breath getting. Find a hobby that you have an interest in and pursue that. Go to gay men’s organizations and socials and events. You’ll find others.”I thought about that conversation as I was driving to Kevin’s home. I met Kevin while watching our local Gay Pride parade. We got to be fast friends. We’ve been seeing each other for several months. He could sense that I wanted to go slow, and accommodated me. But it’s finally time to take the relationship to that next step.There’s something that I hadn’t told the.