I drank three glasses of water and then stepped into the shower. My hard-on had long gone. I stood under the water wishing I'd never been born. I piss...d and heaved up the water I'd drunk. Then I just stood under the water some more. It finally started getting cold and I shut it off. I stared at myself in the mirror, my day's growth of beard looking too hard to shave. My eyes were dark and it looked like I'd burst a vessel when I threw up.So this is what an unemployed loser looks like.I grabbed. "I know I keep coming back to this, Kelly, but it really pisses me offthat you've been unfaithful to your girlfriend. There's something aboutyou that makes me want to like you, and understand what you're goingthrough, but then I keep coming back to what Emma told me earlier ontoday, that you have a significant other somewhere whom you've beenlying to and cheating on. I really can't get past that. It's a red linefor me, even though you seem pretty sweet otherwise. Hell, if it wasn'tfor that I. We got our coats and headed for lunch, strangely enough we met Tim on theway - I'm beginning to think that with Tim; Nothing is by chance.He looked like the cat that got the cream, "Ladies," he said beaming,"lunch is on me."Fiona and I exchanged glances then smiling sweetly we accepted.At the pub Tim insisted on not only buying us lunch, but also boughtChampagne, this was already chilled so the cunning fox must have pre-ordered, as I said nothing he does is by chance!We ordered and sat at a. To try and patch things up between them." That's great," I said, sincerely. "I'm really glad."She looked at me kind of funny. "That's not exactly what I expected you to say." Why? What did you expect me to say?" I don't know, I thought you'd be jealous, or sarcastic, or something," she said."Why? I had a good time with Julie, and she certainly had a good time from me when she really needed someone to give her one, but she belongs with her husband. And if I gave him the hit from the cluestick.