------"You may now be wondering whether you're to blame for all of this but letme tell you for once and for all that you're not. This is something th...tlives within me and always has done to a greater or lesser extent and isnobody's fault. It's just the way I am.But maybe you're now starting to wonder why I wasn't 'man' enough toconfess again. Why I returned to the secrecy that caused so manyproblems last time. Well, the fact of the matter is that I feel guiltevery single day. Guilt that. He hasn,t had my pussy in years as I no longer have any desire for Fuckng, but now and then feel sorry for him and suck him to keep him going. As you know I confess to having sucked about half a dozen guys off even before I met hubby Joe. He loved it when I sucked him off and swallowed his thick cream even though he wanted my pussy badly, but respected my wishes to stay virginal till he put a ring on my finger and thanks to good friend Angie I again followed her advice and let Joe “break me in”. "Perhaps it was because of Jo's talk with her or perhaps it was because Jo and Meghan's precarious position of late seemed to make it unimportant, but Meghan did not try to interfere with Ken's feeding anymore. She still watched each time Harold brought a woman to him—and he did this after every sunset and before every sunrise—but she kept her comments to herself, before, during, and after.As for the feeding itself, there were no more debacles like the 'Leslie Incident', as they'd taken to. She spread her legs further apart and thrust the vibrator in deep farther and farther, plunging harder and harder. Then he began to jerk and spasm as he too began to pull and grind back on the vibrator and shoot his semen clear across the room, ah what ecstasy and relief. He almost cried it felt so wonderful! He turned to his other window and watched as the redhead was just beginning to remove her clothes and his member started to stand up again and beg for more jerking and pulling. He teased.