I turn back to the table and ask “Bath house, anyone ?” Me and Dustin and Johnny, proceed up the hill to the bath house. As we walk in it's alread... filled with steam from other campers taking showers. I head for the piss trough to unload the morning stream, and Dustin heads for one of the stalls, I assume to take the morning dump. As I finish up, I see he's still in, so I don't bother him. Not sure where Johnny went. I walk back outside for a smoke, and finally after about 10 more minutes,. .... I... I... I, just don't want to hurt you, I need you. I want you to stay with me. I don't want to be alone anymore." My anger vanished. " Nate i'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap." He wrapped his arms around me, and looked down at me. I reached up and kissed his hard cold lips. His hands ran through my long strawberry blonde hair. His body drove me crazy, I wasn't used to being this close to anyone, I had only been with one person and it was wrong he had used me, I had only been 14..... I. A time or two I had followed her and not found anything objectionable about her behavior except that she did not spend her free time with me, her husband. I even considered divorce but at the time Charlie was still at home and I didn’t want to disrupt his home life. I suppose the way Beulah and I were though it was disrupted in any event. I finished my meal, put the dishes in the dishwasher then went into the office to work. I had learned long ago not to go into the Den and turn on the TV or. She came in and sat by me and asked me if I was ready for what we were going to do. She reminded me that I couldn't tell anyone since we're brother and sister and not only is it supposed to be morally wrong but we would most likely be shunned if anyone found out...she did say though that it didn't bother her at all and as long as I was willing, she saw no harm in it. I saw nothing wrong with it either and was very turned on by the whole idea.She put her arm around me and gave me a look. She.