No he was blowing his life on drugs and I was not going to live with that. So now I'm going to be twenty-six and my longest relationship is with my ro...mmate Janice."I wrapped my arms around her and cradled her against me. She seemed so vulnerable. Not the woman I had been with. I held her and kissed her. I told her what a fool the guy was. I wanted to say that I loved her, but I did not. I knew that I had strong feelings for her, but that they were more lust than love. Instead I told her she. We'd often sit together and eat together, and sometimes in gym class we would work in partners, as we were expected to do. Jokingly we would compliment each other's bodies and laugh about who was checking us out in the gym. It was fun, but the whole time, all I wanted to do was push her against the wall, pull down her panties and lick her to an orgasm. One day after gym, we were getting changed quite slowly and started to talk about things that distracted us from seeing everyone else walk out.. The Local Lord built it more for his own glory more than his desire to be closer to God. However it did mean that there was a good church to attend on Sunday and good deal of learned men around. I spent many hours in the evening talking to the fathers about the distant places they had seen, I tried to learn as much as I could. One in particular took pity on me and taught me to read and write, something I was very proud of at the time. All in all I do remember mostly happy times from those days. " I'm fine," Ben said. Kerem took a step closer and felt something hard press against him. He glanced down and then met his eyes. His expression turned from shock to mischievous. His right hand went to Ben's crotch area and felt how hard it was. He immediately grabbed Ben's arm and dragged him down a dark alley and pinned him against the wall. "Get off me!" Ben cried angrily. "I'm not gay!" He pushed him away. But got angrier when he came back. "Get away from me!" he punched Kerem in the face..