I was humiliated and my cock and ego both deflated. This was the third time this has happened to me. I thought to myself that I am always going to be ... virgin. She rubbed the jizz around her bush and told me better luck next time. I pulled my pants up and left the party. I went straight home and to bed. The next night I went out and drove around but then went back home. I got my shorts on and went to sit on the couch and watch TV with mom. Mom was drinking wine which she always does. She was. “The pill doesn’t work all the time,” she said. “I thought I told you that.”“Yes, but we weren’t having sex then,” I said, also automatically.“We?”I tried to deflect. “Habit,” I said. “I think of everything as us.”She bought it, but went on. “Honey, the best kind of birth control is not having sex.”“I know that,” I said. “It’s called abstinence. They talk about it at school all the time.”“So why don’t we try that for a while longer,” said my mother.This time it was my voice that said, “We?”She. We’ll do it.”Shannon shot her a glance. “Lauren!”“What?” Lauren challenged. “Where else are we gonna get that kind of money? This dickhead’s crazy enough to pay, so why not? Fuck’s sake, it’s only a shag, innit?”“I don’t want his come in me, though,” Shannon complained.“Which is why I’m paying extra for that,” I interjected. “Stick to the five hundred if you’d prefer, and I’ll get the Durex.”Shannon just frowned, clearly weighing up her options. “It’s a hundred quid more, Shannon,” Lauren. Of course I didn't get quiteto the point that I was giving every horny guy in that place a free show,so who knows how bad you have it."I groaned, the memory of gyrating on the bar, not all that far removedfrom exotic dancing, swimming into focus."There's a couple of Alka-Seltzer tablets on the bedside table and aglass of water. You need to sit up and drink it, it'll help."He helped me into a sitting position, the covers falling away from mynaked breasts to pool into my lap, and put the pillow.