' Letting him feel me up top. Maybe even taking my top and bra off. Boy, that's sure more than kissing, even french kissing.Well, I'm fifteen. Maybe t...at's the way to look at it. When would I want a guy to feel me up, how old? Sixteen, eighteen, well, that seems a little old, lots of my friends have had their boobs felt up. Maybe fifteen, then. I know some girls have bared them as soon as they started to develop.That would really advance things. It feels good when I rub my own breasts and. How far would he go before she had to put her foot down. Then it began to excite her. She caught herself tensing when her husband left the RV and it was just she and Sam. What would he do? How fare would he go? Her blow up with her husband was caused by the duality she felt toward him and her son. One represented safety and security. The other represented excitement and an uncertain future. The conflict made her jumpy, irritable.Once she was standing just behind John as he inspected the. You don’t expect it at this hour do you?”Steve was more than a little lit up, “When will it be convenient for you? We have not had sex in over three weeks!”“Oh, so now you are counting?”He fired right back at her, “Hell yes I'm counting. It’s not normal. You need to see the doctor or something and find out why you don’t ever want to have sex.”She answered him with frosty silence and she headed right up to bed when they got home. Steve plopped onto the couch and flicked on the TV. He watched. “Becks take care of the kids.”Five minutes later my useless husband finally emerges from the house and off we are. Vince looks exhausted. Not even small talk on the drive to the party. Why does the novelty of having Becks for himself with unlimited access not wear off? Does he love her more than me? Would he have married her, if I hadn’t got pregnant first? Did he even love me, or was he just doing the right thing? My dad would have killed him for leaving me alone with his child.This is all.