I've known he loves me for a while now.It isn't just the sex. It was never just the sex. He makes me feel things—frustration, anger, affection, prid..., lust, desire. Not only the negative emotions but some positive ones too. I feel alive.And I think it is time I let someone in again. It's him, Shannon. And I know you understand.I poured myself a small dribble of bourbon and sipped it slowly. I wasn't saying goodbye to my wife, but I was letting her know that things had changed for me. I had a. I’ve never done this. I’ve never been with a woman before. I’m not afraid, but I’m ... Beverly, you are so pretty, so wonderful. I’m so ignorant.”Linda went to her and sat next to her on the sofa. She placed her hand on the woman’s cheek. “Sharon, you are not being judged, pushed, coerced, or in any way conned into something that you don’t want. My Beverly wants you to hold her, that’s all. Just let her take care of you and relax. Please.”“Your Beverly?”“It’s a long, long story, but suffice to. The speedometer nodded on twenty and the truck was running half on the paved shoulder. Thad saw me laughing and had to chuckle too."Doll, if you only realized what you just did to me."I pushed my face against his chest, "I'm just glad I did it right." Kiss me!" he said, pulling back into his lane and speeding up."Well... I'm kinda messy with your--"Thad put a hand behind my head and guided our mouths together. I felt his tongue deep between my lips and teeth, tasting and caressing me while he. If I am to tolerate this (Greeks and this damn college) I know I am going to have to get rip roarin' drunk. I got down to the business of planning who to get royally drunk tonight. I had made a great move from Texas to Georgia and lost all my friends and was going to be replaced by Greek Geek androids. I could not take this, so I asked Debra where a local bar was. She told me there was one up the street. Since it was Saturday and I had no problem with waking up with a hang-over on Sunday, I.