' Her tears were instant, and Hawk went to try and calm her down, but nothing was going to stem the flow of her tears. I could see that she hadn't pro...essed the information from the doctors to the end, and until right then, she had not considered a fatal outcome until I brought it up.Polly's outburst caused the Secret Service to peel in to make sure nothing bad was happening, but a withering glare from Hawk took care of any potential interruption. Once the door closed and we were alone, once. We have the military skill and might, but that might cost the lives of some of our men." You are too soft, Seljan," he sneered again. "You are becoming weak, like a woman." I saw one of my subordinates had overheard and began to frown, but I pretended to ignore Amuja's taunt. I felt fury inwardly- now I would have to be harsh with the other man in case he thought me weak-but I forced myself not to react. I just looked at Amuja and laughed as if I had not recognized the insult, that I had only. This enlarged my erection and improved my stamina--no orgasms. When I showered before sex I would masturbate. This too improved my longevity. I was good at it now. I would fuck for a long time, working up a good sweat. I'd always wanted to fuck her brains out and now I could. But Cindy would not cum.She always came when I ate her pussy but I knew she was disappointed. It became the conventional wisdom of our sex life that she was incapable of internal, vaginal orgasms. Some women, I. I paused and told her I had to get more oil . I put some on my hand and worked it over my swollen cock . I went back to her back with the oil. While I was rubbing her back with the oil . I took one hand and positioned myself at her asshole and pushed the head in . It went in easily with the oil. She turned her head with a small smile and pushed back a little causing me to slide further in. I pushed down and went balls deep. I sat there while she adjusted to my size and when she told me to.