Our families assumed we were out as usual.Ritchie lived in a small village a little distance outside of Inverness, so we had to get a taxi there. We h...d both dressed fairly tarty, again with shortish dresses on, high heeled shoes and pantyhose. I had worn a little black dress, with a pair of suspender style tights, the ones with the crotch area cut out.This meant I didn't have to bother with the fuss of knickers. Tracey had gone for a green mini dress with tan color tights and a pair of. But then I was getting in the way. So I breathed quickly through my nose, trying to control myself. I was moving more easily over the knots, mainly because I was so wet.I went to Victoria’s Secret on the second level. I took my time walking around the store. I wanted to build the pressure. I bought some black lace lingerie and a pair of tan stockings (as requested by someone for another reason and day). My face was flushed and I could barely concentrate. I went further up to Ann Taylor. I started to jerk off regularly. Chuck told me we wished I was girl. I didn't know that guys fucked anything other then the ass. I was naive.I started to steal lingerie off the clothes line. I used the panties to jerk off and would dress up and parade in front of the windows to turn guys on. I wanted to be fucked. But I also wanted to fuck a girl. I was totally conflicted. I knew i liked girls, but I also liked cock. I loved the feel of the warm cock in my hand. I became an exhibitionist. I. I created lather and raised my arms to apply the lather to my hair. I rubbed the shampoo into my hair and as I did my breasts swayed slightly as I massaged the lather in they continued to move slightly. I put my head under the shower and let the water run down my head and all down my body in streams. Again I thought I heard something but my head had been under the water so I thought it was just the music. I rinsed the shampoo out, again with my hands above my head with my breasts.